Hi People in the world!
Moslems especially..
Jini Suraya would like to say..
HAPPY EID
taqaballahu minna wa minkum
Wassalamua'alaikum
--genie surgeon--
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Looking for the future
The next 4 days will be my 29th birthday
Only take a year to be 30 years old
How fast is a life walking through the time
What have I done during my almost 29 years in the living?
And what is the meaning of life itself?
Many people with many destiny
And what is my destiny in life?
Will be a surgeon..
Or will be anything else
That I never wonder what it is
I pray and ask the Only one mighty soul
That question is even harder to arrange
I rebuild every memory and wish upon this breath
That searching for it has led my puzzle of life
To be questioned in every corner of my brain
Dear God
So long, this time still I am looking for the future
What is it?
I just want to be like every body else
But it is then a proof
That I am someone else different
I know You know me better than I know about myself
I know you handle it with love and justice
With knowledge that is too high for my ability in measuring
So long, God
Will I have the future like everybody else?
Because during this indifference
I want to be the commoner
Dear God,
If it is about the persistence destiny
Give me your power
Just a little bit
To make me stronger in walking my path of the living
and in enriching my soul
With your biggest blessing
So I never cry again alone that I am indifference
Only take a year to be 30 years old
How fast is a life walking through the time
What have I done during my almost 29 years in the living?
And what is the meaning of life itself?
Many people with many destiny
And what is my destiny in life?
Will be a surgeon..
Or will be anything else
That I never wonder what it is
I pray and ask the Only one mighty soul
That question is even harder to arrange
I rebuild every memory and wish upon this breath
That searching for it has led my puzzle of life
To be questioned in every corner of my brain
Dear God
So long, this time still I am looking for the future
What is it?
I just want to be like every body else
But it is then a proof
That I am someone else different
I know You know me better than I know about myself
I know you handle it with love and justice
With knowledge that is too high for my ability in measuring
So long, God
Will I have the future like everybody else?
Because during this indifference
I want to be the commoner
Dear God,
If it is about the persistence destiny
Give me your power
Just a little bit
To make me stronger in walking my path of the living
and in enriching my soul
With your biggest blessing
So I never cry again alone that I am indifference
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Between me and the earthquake
Earthquake.
Jisshin.
Gempa.
Gampo.
Those are terms explaining the nature phenomenon that happen..still happening while I was typing this post and it is almost been two weeks, we the west sumatra's people experience it everyday, from the hardest to the mild one.
I was firstly known e.q. (earthquake) when I was 10 years old, the first day of my arrival in Padang after staying in Bogor for 7 years. I was visiting my aunt's family and having a conversation with them until something was moving under the ground and everything started to shake..
"What's this?" I asked my uncle
"That's okay. It is only an earthquake"
It is only an earthquake. And after my first meeting with the earthquake, I don't know how many earthquake came to my place, because it was coming almost every year.
It is only an earthquake, that before the biggest incidence of Indonesia at year 2004, I sometimes still standing in my room, still sleeping and not realizing that earthquake was coming. I was`made a joke, if the scale not more than 5 Richter scale, I will not wake up from my sleep.
But, it is not just an earthquake until the big tsunami in Aceh at year 2004. Every one in Indonesia is worrying about earthquake because of the tsunami.
At the year 2005, after the earthquake in Aceh, we the west Sumatran was having two weeks earthquake. If I have to depict the ground at the time, It was just like standing on the boat while you sail on the sea. The Scale was from 5 to almost 7 Richter. And you got a chronic headache because the instability of standing on the ground.
At the beginning of 2007, march, there were big earthquake in a day that happened 3 times. I was in the 3rd floor and seeing the ceiling of my operation teather was falling to the floor with my own eyes. I was then visiting Bukittinggi and seeing that the Sianok hill was really changing.
And at the beginning of the Ramadhan until this time, I again feel the weeks of earthquake. Also the first time experiencing the scale of more than 8 richter. I don't know when will it stopping, because everyday it comes to us. And about the tsunami, I hope I never face it during the rest of my life...
Though there is something coming to my mind. After 4 days of the earthquake of March, when I was on my way from Bandung to jakarta, I was seeing a cloud that imitate a tornado on the sky. I was shocked. Because I 've already known due to the Japanese earthquake scientist, this kind of cloud is the sign of an earthquake. So I made the photo of the cloud. though in my heart i was very worried and hope my family in jakarta were just fine if the real earthquake came. Then after a week, I saw the same photo of mine was in the Kartini's magazine and the kartini's journalist was written about future earthquake. And the famoust Indonesian shrink, Mama lauren was said at the magazine that earthquake would come to near Lampung in July.
There wasn't something happening in July.
But there was a big earthquake coming in September 2007 in Bengkulu.
Is it the sign of nature that reminding us?
Maybe..
Geologist said like this, Sumatra island is the most poor island in the world, because basically it is moving about 2 cm every year. It is not strange that earthquake coming to Sumatra every year. Like my uncle said.."It is only an earthquake.."
So, At the end, between me and the earthquake, there is a relationship that will not end up unless I am leaving for Sumatra..
Jisshin.
Gempa.
Gampo.
Those are terms explaining the nature phenomenon that happen..still happening while I was typing this post and it is almost been two weeks, we the west sumatra's people experience it everyday, from the hardest to the mild one.
I was firstly known e.q. (earthquake) when I was 10 years old, the first day of my arrival in Padang after staying in Bogor for 7 years. I was visiting my aunt's family and having a conversation with them until something was moving under the ground and everything started to shake..
"What's this?" I asked my uncle
"That's okay. It is only an earthquake"
It is only an earthquake. And after my first meeting with the earthquake, I don't know how many earthquake came to my place, because it was coming almost every year.
It is only an earthquake, that before the biggest incidence of Indonesia at year 2004, I sometimes still standing in my room, still sleeping and not realizing that earthquake was coming. I was`made a joke, if the scale not more than 5 Richter scale, I will not wake up from my sleep.
But, it is not just an earthquake until the big tsunami in Aceh at year 2004. Every one in Indonesia is worrying about earthquake because of the tsunami.
At the year 2005, after the earthquake in Aceh, we the west Sumatran was having two weeks earthquake. If I have to depict the ground at the time, It was just like standing on the boat while you sail on the sea. The Scale was from 5 to almost 7 Richter. And you got a chronic headache because the instability of standing on the ground.
At the beginning of 2007, march, there were big earthquake in a day that happened 3 times. I was in the 3rd floor and seeing the ceiling of my operation teather was falling to the floor with my own eyes. I was then visiting Bukittinggi and seeing that the Sianok hill was really changing.
And at the beginning of the Ramadhan until this time, I again feel the weeks of earthquake. Also the first time experiencing the scale of more than 8 richter. I don't know when will it stopping, because everyday it comes to us. And about the tsunami, I hope I never face it during the rest of my life...
Though there is something coming to my mind. After 4 days of the earthquake of March, when I was on my way from Bandung to jakarta, I was seeing a cloud that imitate a tornado on the sky. I was shocked. Because I 've already known due to the Japanese earthquake scientist, this kind of cloud is the sign of an earthquake. So I made the photo of the cloud. though in my heart i was very worried and hope my family in jakarta were just fine if the real earthquake came. Then after a week, I saw the same photo of mine was in the Kartini's magazine and the kartini's journalist was written about future earthquake. And the famoust Indonesian shrink, Mama lauren was said at the magazine that earthquake would come to near Lampung in July.
There wasn't something happening in July.
But there was a big earthquake coming in September 2007 in Bengkulu.
Is it the sign of nature that reminding us?
Maybe..
Geologist said like this, Sumatra island is the most poor island in the world, because basically it is moving about 2 cm every year. It is not strange that earthquake coming to Sumatra every year. Like my uncle said.."It is only an earthquake.."
So, At the end, between me and the earthquake, there is a relationship that will not end up unless I am leaving for Sumatra..
Monday, September 10, 2007
Saturday, September 08, 2007
I never thought
Hey guys!
Do you know the topic last year that I mentioned to you all about my position in team?
I was The First person ...hmm..first duty or..jaga 1 in our duty's term. Then when I came back from Bukittinggi I got position as Second Person or Jaga 2. Just in a 6 or 7 months, I got my Jaga 3's position. Wow! I thought I was moving too fast at the time..But here I am now, another shocking experience of my life in Surgery...I am the chief of the duty right now! I never thought about it...It is too quick for me (though when I was telling my complain to my chief of the chief resident and he replied that my senior AS, MD was starting as fast as me too).
I made some records for my new position.
I am the first woman (of course...)
I got this position because I passed my cognitive test (sigh...)
I was the youngest (in age and semester) who passed the cognitive test among the residents who have done the test, also just once test (How could I pass the test? It is still a mystery even for me, because I always think my biggest lack is my knowledge...)
I was the youngest to be the chief of duty (someday my junior will break this record...)
I am the first person of my class who get this level (I think it is because of the cognitive, because due to the skill, I am not the best. I always try to improve it.)
But most of those, many good things happen this year.
Alhamdullilah.
But this is also an examination from God to you.
And about this new position itself, I think this is a hard jod to do and there is a big responbility in it. Very big, that at the first time I was losing my appettite of reading comics...hehe..
Hope I can do this job smoothly.
Ganbarre Jini!
Do you know the topic last year that I mentioned to you all about my position in team?
I was The First person ...hmm..first duty or..jaga 1 in our duty's term. Then when I came back from Bukittinggi I got position as Second Person or Jaga 2. Just in a 6 or 7 months, I got my Jaga 3's position. Wow! I thought I was moving too fast at the time..But here I am now, another shocking experience of my life in Surgery...I am the chief of the duty right now! I never thought about it...It is too quick for me (though when I was telling my complain to my chief of the chief resident and he replied that my senior AS, MD was starting as fast as me too).
I made some records for my new position.
I am the first woman (of course...)
I got this position because I passed my cognitive test (sigh...)
I was the youngest (in age and semester) who passed the cognitive test among the residents who have done the test, also just once test (How could I pass the test? It is still a mystery even for me, because I always think my biggest lack is my knowledge...)
I was the youngest to be the chief of duty (someday my junior will break this record...)
I am the first person of my class who get this level (I think it is because of the cognitive, because due to the skill, I am not the best. I always try to improve it.)
But most of those, many good things happen this year.
Alhamdullilah.
But this is also an examination from God to you.
And about this new position itself, I think this is a hard jod to do and there is a big responbility in it. Very big, that at the first time I was losing my appettite of reading comics...hehe..
Hope I can do this job smoothly.
Ganbarre Jini!
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Yo, Finally!
I was sending Yhosse about adding me into his e-clinic...but then I realized that I have my own blog. It was very active when I was in Bukittinggi since I had a big need of speaking with someone else..Ok guys.. This is my new post of year 2007! Ganbarre!
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