What is happiness?
What's the meaning of happiness this time?
I am thinking about these questions within these last three months.
Yesterday, my happiness was about to be the resident of surgery. Then my happiness was about to continue the education after this has finished.
This time I don't think that my past ambitions is suit to me right now.
Yes, i have to finish my education, I have started it 4 years ago then I have to end it, Insya Allah next year.
What will be next?
Continue the education?
Yes, i will continue it if i have a chance..
Education is about the long life journey..
my next question is : is this the way of pursuit of happiness of mine?
I think about it all of my time..
Now is it so important to be a surgeon? What will you do as a surgeon? Making much money as the way of my seniors have passed it?
i don't know..
I feel not enthusiastic about my life this time
I want to go away, travel around the world, make friends from other countries, explore this earth, learn many things..so..so..wanna runaway!!
But I have to finish this education first
Is this the pursuit of my happiness?
I am not sure to be happy then but if I have finished my education, sure I have a freedom to manage my time (oh yes?), sure there is a way of my happiness in the future..
I am waiting the future and spending my present time as the way on it..the pursuit of my happiness!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Again in English
Hi guys!
Sooo loong time ago..hmm..7 months ago the last time i typed on this blog.
Anyway I want to start it again.
It's nice to write on english.
I feel free in expressing my feelings and my thoughts.
Hajime!
Sooo loong time ago..hmm..7 months ago the last time i typed on this blog.
Anyway I want to start it again.
It's nice to write on english.
I feel free in expressing my feelings and my thoughts.
Hajime!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Pertama dalam Indonesia
Pertama dalam bahasa bahasa Indonesia.
Saat sebelumnya saya tak pernah menulisi blog saya dalam Bahasa Indonesia. Mungkin ini adalah waktu untuk memulainya. Setelah dua tahun saya memiliki blog dan melihat semua teman menulisi blog masing-masing dalam bahasa Indonesia, membuat saya ingin membuatnya juga dalam bahasa Indonesia.
Bagaimana memulainya ya?
Begini saja, tentang kedatangan saya di Lubuk basung, tempat di mana saya ditempatkan untuk bertugas. Lubuk basung, begitu kecil tapi menarik. Ketika saya menyinggahi RSUD Lubuk Basung untuk pertama kalinya,saya melihat rumah sakit yang kecil tapi bersih. Kemudian saya melakukan pertukaran dengan senior saya yang sebelumnya bertugas di sini. Saya ditunjuki kamar tempat saya akan tinggal untuk 2 bulan ke depan dan diberitahu mengenai segala hal yang berkaitan dengan kegiatan saya di sini.
Hari pertama, saya langsung melakukan operasi appendectomy. Seorang anak 11 tahun. Kemudian saya pun merawat 1 orang pasien. Karena ini adalah pertama kali saya bertindak sebagai seorang "ahli bedah", berbagai macam rasa bercampur aduk dalam diri. Salah satunya adalah : beginikah kehidupan saya ketika saya tamat nanti. Benar-benar sendirian...Ya saya sendiri. Aneh..tapi inilah fakta yang suatu saat harus saya hadapi. Saat ini saya berlatih untuk menyongsong hal seperti itu. Untuk hal inilah saya dikirim atas nama pendidikan profesi bedah.
Oke teman..
Untuk 2 bulan ini saya akan bercerita tentang hal-hal yang saya jumpai di sini.
Tapi akan selalu ada bahasa Inggris dan bahasa Indonesia....bergantian..
Saat sebelumnya saya tak pernah menulisi blog saya dalam Bahasa Indonesia. Mungkin ini adalah waktu untuk memulainya. Setelah dua tahun saya memiliki blog dan melihat semua teman menulisi blog masing-masing dalam bahasa Indonesia, membuat saya ingin membuatnya juga dalam bahasa Indonesia.
Bagaimana memulainya ya?
Begini saja, tentang kedatangan saya di Lubuk basung, tempat di mana saya ditempatkan untuk bertugas. Lubuk basung, begitu kecil tapi menarik. Ketika saya menyinggahi RSUD Lubuk Basung untuk pertama kalinya,saya melihat rumah sakit yang kecil tapi bersih. Kemudian saya melakukan pertukaran dengan senior saya yang sebelumnya bertugas di sini. Saya ditunjuki kamar tempat saya akan tinggal untuk 2 bulan ke depan dan diberitahu mengenai segala hal yang berkaitan dengan kegiatan saya di sini.
Hari pertama, saya langsung melakukan operasi appendectomy. Seorang anak 11 tahun. Kemudian saya pun merawat 1 orang pasien. Karena ini adalah pertama kali saya bertindak sebagai seorang "ahli bedah", berbagai macam rasa bercampur aduk dalam diri. Salah satunya adalah : beginikah kehidupan saya ketika saya tamat nanti. Benar-benar sendirian...Ya saya sendiri. Aneh..tapi inilah fakta yang suatu saat harus saya hadapi. Saat ini saya berlatih untuk menyongsong hal seperti itu. Untuk hal inilah saya dikirim atas nama pendidikan profesi bedah.
Oke teman..
Untuk 2 bulan ini saya akan bercerita tentang hal-hal yang saya jumpai di sini.
Tapi akan selalu ada bahasa Inggris dan bahasa Indonesia....bergantian..
The City Name is : "Lubuk Basung"
Here I come again...
My second out side duty during my education.
This time I am really standing alone without any companionship or guiding.
the city name is " Lubuk Basung"
Lubuk Basung is the capital city of Agam Regency of West Sumatra.
I came from Padang by 2 hours driving.
Stay in a comfortable room..
Here I come again!
Waiting for the story...
soon....
My second out side duty during my education.
This time I am really standing alone without any companionship or guiding.
the city name is " Lubuk Basung"
Lubuk Basung is the capital city of Agam Regency of West Sumatra.
I came from Padang by 2 hours driving.
Stay in a comfortable room..
Here I come again!
Waiting for the story...
soon....
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Sick
Yesterday, there was a shocking news brought by a nurse inside a lift went to the third floor, the operating theatre.
Fina, the Emergency Operating theatre nurse was suddenly died a night before.
All of sudden.
Sure this news got me thought about what happen to us, the surgery resident of Dr. M. Djamil Hospital.
Some of us were fallen sick, many kinds of disease, the varicella, the dengue fever, or hepatitis viral or just getting too tired of working.
I told this to the chief of Urologic division and he said were there any patients in the ward got fever?
I answered, I have no idea of it. I guess no.
There are some patients got fever but of course the etiologies were identified.
This is giving me a question, that many of us get sick and the people who suffer are around the emergency room.
Still, I observe on this, but the cause has to be found.
Because we don't have time to be sick...
Fina, the Emergency Operating theatre nurse was suddenly died a night before.
All of sudden.
Sure this news got me thought about what happen to us, the surgery resident of Dr. M. Djamil Hospital.
Some of us were fallen sick, many kinds of disease, the varicella, the dengue fever, or hepatitis viral or just getting too tired of working.
I told this to the chief of Urologic division and he said were there any patients in the ward got fever?
I answered, I have no idea of it. I guess no.
There are some patients got fever but of course the etiologies were identified.
This is giving me a question, that many of us get sick and the people who suffer are around the emergency room.
Still, I observe on this, but the cause has to be found.
Because we don't have time to be sick...
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Happy eid
Hi People in the world!
Moslems especially..
Jini Suraya would like to say..
HAPPY EID
taqaballahu minna wa minkum
Wassalamua'alaikum
--genie surgeon--
Moslems especially..
Jini Suraya would like to say..
HAPPY EID
taqaballahu minna wa minkum
Wassalamua'alaikum
--genie surgeon--
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Looking for the future
The next 4 days will be my 29th birthday
Only take a year to be 30 years old
How fast is a life walking through the time
What have I done during my almost 29 years in the living?
And what is the meaning of life itself?
Many people with many destiny
And what is my destiny in life?
Will be a surgeon..
Or will be anything else
That I never wonder what it is
I pray and ask the Only one mighty soul
That question is even harder to arrange
I rebuild every memory and wish upon this breath
That searching for it has led my puzzle of life
To be questioned in every corner of my brain
Dear God
So long, this time still I am looking for the future
What is it?
I just want to be like every body else
But it is then a proof
That I am someone else different
I know You know me better than I know about myself
I know you handle it with love and justice
With knowledge that is too high for my ability in measuring
So long, God
Will I have the future like everybody else?
Because during this indifference
I want to be the commoner
Dear God,
If it is about the persistence destiny
Give me your power
Just a little bit
To make me stronger in walking my path of the living
and in enriching my soul
With your biggest blessing
So I never cry again alone that I am indifference
Only take a year to be 30 years old
How fast is a life walking through the time
What have I done during my almost 29 years in the living?
And what is the meaning of life itself?
Many people with many destiny
And what is my destiny in life?
Will be a surgeon..
Or will be anything else
That I never wonder what it is
I pray and ask the Only one mighty soul
That question is even harder to arrange
I rebuild every memory and wish upon this breath
That searching for it has led my puzzle of life
To be questioned in every corner of my brain
Dear God
So long, this time still I am looking for the future
What is it?
I just want to be like every body else
But it is then a proof
That I am someone else different
I know You know me better than I know about myself
I know you handle it with love and justice
With knowledge that is too high for my ability in measuring
So long, God
Will I have the future like everybody else?
Because during this indifference
I want to be the commoner
Dear God,
If it is about the persistence destiny
Give me your power
Just a little bit
To make me stronger in walking my path of the living
and in enriching my soul
With your biggest blessing
So I never cry again alone that I am indifference
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Between me and the earthquake
Earthquake.
Jisshin.
Gempa.
Gampo.
Those are terms explaining the nature phenomenon that happen..still happening while I was typing this post and it is almost been two weeks, we the west sumatra's people experience it everyday, from the hardest to the mild one.
I was firstly known e.q. (earthquake) when I was 10 years old, the first day of my arrival in Padang after staying in Bogor for 7 years. I was visiting my aunt's family and having a conversation with them until something was moving under the ground and everything started to shake..
"What's this?" I asked my uncle
"That's okay. It is only an earthquake"
It is only an earthquake. And after my first meeting with the earthquake, I don't know how many earthquake came to my place, because it was coming almost every year.
It is only an earthquake, that before the biggest incidence of Indonesia at year 2004, I sometimes still standing in my room, still sleeping and not realizing that earthquake was coming. I was`made a joke, if the scale not more than 5 Richter scale, I will not wake up from my sleep.
But, it is not just an earthquake until the big tsunami in Aceh at year 2004. Every one in Indonesia is worrying about earthquake because of the tsunami.
At the year 2005, after the earthquake in Aceh, we the west Sumatran was having two weeks earthquake. If I have to depict the ground at the time, It was just like standing on the boat while you sail on the sea. The Scale was from 5 to almost 7 Richter. And you got a chronic headache because the instability of standing on the ground.
At the beginning of 2007, march, there were big earthquake in a day that happened 3 times. I was in the 3rd floor and seeing the ceiling of my operation teather was falling to the floor with my own eyes. I was then visiting Bukittinggi and seeing that the Sianok hill was really changing.
And at the beginning of the Ramadhan until this time, I again feel the weeks of earthquake. Also the first time experiencing the scale of more than 8 richter. I don't know when will it stopping, because everyday it comes to us. And about the tsunami, I hope I never face it during the rest of my life...
Though there is something coming to my mind. After 4 days of the earthquake of March, when I was on my way from Bandung to jakarta, I was seeing a cloud that imitate a tornado on the sky. I was shocked. Because I 've already known due to the Japanese earthquake scientist, this kind of cloud is the sign of an earthquake. So I made the photo of the cloud. though in my heart i was very worried and hope my family in jakarta were just fine if the real earthquake came. Then after a week, I saw the same photo of mine was in the Kartini's magazine and the kartini's journalist was written about future earthquake. And the famoust Indonesian shrink, Mama lauren was said at the magazine that earthquake would come to near Lampung in July.
There wasn't something happening in July.
But there was a big earthquake coming in September 2007 in Bengkulu.
Is it the sign of nature that reminding us?
Maybe..
Geologist said like this, Sumatra island is the most poor island in the world, because basically it is moving about 2 cm every year. It is not strange that earthquake coming to Sumatra every year. Like my uncle said.."It is only an earthquake.."
So, At the end, between me and the earthquake, there is a relationship that will not end up unless I am leaving for Sumatra..
Jisshin.
Gempa.
Gampo.
Those are terms explaining the nature phenomenon that happen..still happening while I was typing this post and it is almost been two weeks, we the west sumatra's people experience it everyday, from the hardest to the mild one.
I was firstly known e.q. (earthquake) when I was 10 years old, the first day of my arrival in Padang after staying in Bogor for 7 years. I was visiting my aunt's family and having a conversation with them until something was moving under the ground and everything started to shake..
"What's this?" I asked my uncle
"That's okay. It is only an earthquake"
It is only an earthquake. And after my first meeting with the earthquake, I don't know how many earthquake came to my place, because it was coming almost every year.
It is only an earthquake, that before the biggest incidence of Indonesia at year 2004, I sometimes still standing in my room, still sleeping and not realizing that earthquake was coming. I was`made a joke, if the scale not more than 5 Richter scale, I will not wake up from my sleep.
But, it is not just an earthquake until the big tsunami in Aceh at year 2004. Every one in Indonesia is worrying about earthquake because of the tsunami.
At the year 2005, after the earthquake in Aceh, we the west Sumatran was having two weeks earthquake. If I have to depict the ground at the time, It was just like standing on the boat while you sail on the sea. The Scale was from 5 to almost 7 Richter. And you got a chronic headache because the instability of standing on the ground.
At the beginning of 2007, march, there were big earthquake in a day that happened 3 times. I was in the 3rd floor and seeing the ceiling of my operation teather was falling to the floor with my own eyes. I was then visiting Bukittinggi and seeing that the Sianok hill was really changing.
And at the beginning of the Ramadhan until this time, I again feel the weeks of earthquake. Also the first time experiencing the scale of more than 8 richter. I don't know when will it stopping, because everyday it comes to us. And about the tsunami, I hope I never face it during the rest of my life...
Though there is something coming to my mind. After 4 days of the earthquake of March, when I was on my way from Bandung to jakarta, I was seeing a cloud that imitate a tornado on the sky. I was shocked. Because I 've already known due to the Japanese earthquake scientist, this kind of cloud is the sign of an earthquake. So I made the photo of the cloud. though in my heart i was very worried and hope my family in jakarta were just fine if the real earthquake came. Then after a week, I saw the same photo of mine was in the Kartini's magazine and the kartini's journalist was written about future earthquake. And the famoust Indonesian shrink, Mama lauren was said at the magazine that earthquake would come to near Lampung in July.
There wasn't something happening in July.
But there was a big earthquake coming in September 2007 in Bengkulu.
Is it the sign of nature that reminding us?
Maybe..
Geologist said like this, Sumatra island is the most poor island in the world, because basically it is moving about 2 cm every year. It is not strange that earthquake coming to Sumatra every year. Like my uncle said.."It is only an earthquake.."
So, At the end, between me and the earthquake, there is a relationship that will not end up unless I am leaving for Sumatra..
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