Pursuit of Happiness

What is happiness?
What's the meaning of happiness this time?
I am thinking about these questions within these last three months.
Yesterday, my happiness was about to be the resident of surgery. Then my happiness was about to continue the education after this has finished.
This time I don't think that my past ambitions is suit to me right now.
Yes, i have to finish my education, I have started it 4 years ago then I have to end it, Insya Allah next year.
What will be next?
Continue the education?
Yes, i will continue it if i have a chance..
Education is about the long life journey..
my next question is : is this the way of pursuit of happiness of mine?
I think about it all of my time..
Now is it so important to be a surgeon? What will you do as a surgeon? Making much money as the way of my seniors have passed it?
i don't know..
I feel not enthusiastic about my life this time
I want to go away, travel around the world, make friends from other countries, explore this earth, learn many things..so..so..wanna runaway!!
But I have to finish this education first
Is this the pursuit of my happiness?
I am not sure to be happy then but if I have finished my education, sure I have a freedom to manage my time (oh yes?), sure there is a way of my happiness in the future..
I am waiting the future and spending my present time as the way on it..the pursuit of my happiness!

Again in English

Hi guys!
Sooo loong time ago..hmm..7 months ago the last time i typed on this blog.
Anyway I want to start it again.
It's nice to write on english.
I feel free in expressing my feelings and my thoughts.
Hajime!